music in my ears

Stay close, Don't go

2011-06-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

<3

I'm staring at the glass in front of me
Is it half empty of our wins
or have I ruined all you've given to me?
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But I look through that
And you will see
I'll do better. I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you
While you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow managed to
Sweep you off your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do
But I'll do better. I know
Baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know
My heart is open, Oh
It's putting up he fight
And I've got this feeling
That everything's alright
And don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone...

(stay)If you leave me tonight
(close)I'll wake up alone
(don't)Don't tell me I will
(go)Mkae it on my own
(stay)Don't leave me tonight
(close)This heart of stone
(don't)Will sing till it dies
(go)If you leave me tonight
Dont't leave me tonight.

Fucking Perfect

2011-06-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire

Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down

Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong

Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead

So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

The whole world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

[Yeahhhh......]

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect

Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect
You're perfect

Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

<3

Dilemma

2011-06-20T20:59:00.003+08:00

ZZZ. I really want a new haircut already oh gosh. I dislike my hair now:( RAHHH:( How how. Idk if I should cut it this week before school re-opens or wait sia D: I'M IN A DILEMMA NOW>.< Aishhh. Should I cutttt?? Idkkk. Damn. Shall think about it first bah. Haha.
So tired today. Been walking up and down hills since 3+ till 5+ ? Gosh. But it's okay!:) ITS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT THAT WE MANAGED TO COMPLETE IT :D WAHAHA:) Gonna go back there again in 2 two days time:/ Haha. I was afraid that we might get lost but we didnt :) We're pross :D Kidding xD But it was fun though:) Heh. Heng neh get sunburn uh:/ Later I become darker like dark chocolate only:( HAHA. Okay Idk what to blog le aha opps :P BYESS~

Price Tag

2011-06-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night,
When the sale come first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and smile (:

Why is everybody so serious,
Acting so damn mysterious,
You got shades on your eyes,
And your heels so high,
That you cant even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left (yeah),
Everybody look to their right (ha),
Can you feel that (yeah),
We're paying with love tonight.

It's not about the money, money, money.
We dont need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about about the price tag.

Aint about the (uh) cha-ching cha-ching.
Aint about the (yeah) ba-bling ba-bling.
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all unite,
And it wasnt low blows and video hoes,
Am I the only one getting...tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money cant buy us happiness,
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now,
Guarantee we'll be feeling alright.

Everybody look to their left (yeah),
Everybody look to their right (ha),
Can you feel that (yeah),
We're paying with love tonight.

It's not aboutthe money, money, money.
We dont need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

Aint about the (uh) cha-ching cha-ching.
Aint about the (yeah) ba-bling ba-bling.
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

[B.o.B]
Yeah yeah,
Well, keep the price tag and take the cash back,
Just give me six strings and a half step,
And you can keep the cars,
Leave me the garage and all I...
Yes all I need are keys and guitars,
And guess what, in 30 seconds,
I'm leaving to Mars.
Yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds,
Its like this man, you cant put a price on the life.
We do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight.
So we aint gon stumble and fall never,
Waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh uh,
So we gon keep everyone moving their feet,
So bring back the beat and everybody sing it's not about...

It's not about the money, money, money.
We dont need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

Aint about the (uh) cha-ching cha-ching.
Aint about the (yeah) ba-bling ba-bling.
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

It's not about the money, money, money.
We dont need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the wprld dance,
Forget about the price tag.

Aint about the (uh) cha-ching cha-ching.
Aint about the (yeah) ba-bling ba-bling.
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

Yeah, yeah.
Oo-oooh,
Forget about the price tag.

Waiting Outside The Lines

2011-06-17T19:56:00.003+08:00

You'll never enjoy your life,
Living inside the box,
You''re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
Force you to play it safe,
Get rid of all the hesitation,
Its time for you to seize the day.

Instead of just sitting around,
And looking down on tomorrow,
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
The time is now.

I'm waiting,
Waiting,
Just waiting,
I'm waiting.

Waiting outside the lines.
Waiting outside the lines.
Waiting outside the lines.

Try to have no regrets,
Even if its just tonight,
How you gonna walk ahead,
If you keep living behind.

Stuck in my same position,
You deserve so much more,
There's a whole world around us,
Just waiting to be explored.

Instead of just sitting around,
And looking down on tomorrow,
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
The time is now just let it go.

Dont wanna have to force you to smile,
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow,
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there.

I'm waiting,
Waiting,
Just waiting,
I'm waiting.

Waiting outside the lines.
Waiting outside the lines.
Waiting outside the lines.

I'm trying to be patient,
This step is the hardest,
I know you can make it,
Go ahead and take it.

I'm waiting,
Waiting,
Just waiting,
I'm waiting.

I'm waiting.

Waiting outside the lines.
Waiting outside the lines.
Waiting outside the lines.

You'll never enjoy your life,
Living inside the box,
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

REVIVE

2011-06-13T17:34:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD. HAHAHA. Opps:) I was lazy to on my com and blog :P Now that my com is on, I shall just blog:) First week of June, I went Hanoi for cip :D XIN CHAO :) Quite fun teaching them:) Lucky I didnt teach until no voice xD Initially, I thought Hanoi will be damn hot and worst still, I had to wear uniform. Lucky it was a little windy:) Heh. It's been a long time since I went overseas O: I think the last time I took a plane was when I was Primary 5?! O: Damn long already sia. Haha but it's okay:) On the second week, I went for OBS camp:) DAMN FUN ;D It was tiring but worth it:) My group's expedition was on sailing so basically, we sail and sail and sail :) I GAINED MUSCLES FROM ROWING THE BOAT. But only one arm :( Haha weird huh:) And I'm tan!!! VERY tan D: Ugly like shit can:( IMMA UGLY DUCKLING NOW:'( So sad ~ Whatever :) I was never pretty anyway :) haha. Okay two more weeks till school re-opens:) I have yet to study and do my homework:/ Gonna start this week if not I'll die aha. Idk what to blog le haha so BYEEE:)

Chalet on 27-28

2010-12-29T19:01:00.003+08:00

CHALET~

27th
The first day of chalet. Some of us met up earlier to practice singing for Quanhan:) After some time, Lileng Stacey Shihui Merilyn Esther Joseph and I went ntuc to buy food for the the steamboat. After buying, Lileng called Xueming to come down carry things. He called 2 other guys, Ben and Daniel. In the end also not much things to carryxD And Xueming was complaining that there was too little things. Opps sorry!:x Then walked to the mrt station to meet the rest. We were all shocked coz suddenly so many people appear:x All our reaction when we reached was like "woah o.o" HAHA. After that walked to the bus stop to take a bus. When we reached the chalet. Stacey was shocked with all the catsxD HAHAHA! So funny!:P Played uno deal before dinner. Had dinner for quite some time before thanks giving started:) After Quanhan shared a little, all of us sang for him:) I guess he was quite shocked by us:) Wohoo! THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR US QUANHAN!:) After that was prize presentation:) Haha. I got the best dress award:) Thought would be some other people:x Haha:) Then when it ended, we went home together with Lileng and Stacey.

28th
Woke up early in the morning to go back to the chalet. I was so tired but its ok:) It was really really cold on that day. In fact, it was cold the whole day bah. Reached the chalet at around 10.05am and there were still people sleeping o.o Good thing we didnt go to changi village to wait for them:x I think I'll freeze manz. We sat outside coz inside was really quiet. The boys ton that night and when we reached, they were playing cards. Haha. The others were still sleeping. Uhm ok? Haha. So we went into the room and watched them play while waiting for others to wake up. Soon after, we went to a kopi tiam for breakfast. I didnt eat anything though coz had breakfast before I came:) After that, we went to take a boat to Pulau Ubin!:) Rented bikes and head off:) It then suddenly started to drizzle. It was alr quite a cold day and it rained. LOL. What a nice combination huh. Haha. Then halfway, Merilyn's bike broke. Bj then gave up his bicycle to her and he took the broken one instead. Hope Merilyn appreciates that. After that we had to leave our bikes outside and walk in to some place that I dont know what isit called:x We climbed up some tingy:) An accomplishment!:D HAHA! Went down and went back out:) Then found out that the broken bike was gone. So Bj had to walk/jog/run. We then went to return the bike after a few hours:) So fun!:) Hahaha:) Everybody went back feeling tired and some went to sleep while others played cards:) Haha. It was quite a tiring day for everyone uh:) Especially for the boys coz they ton the previous night O: Cool:) Then watched qian bu gou yong till 10plus? Then went home. Haha:) Cab home wif Ben.

And that's about it:) Haha:) Veh tired le:) See com until eye pain:/ That's why I can dont use com for few months:) OK BYE~

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2010-12-26T19:53:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG IS SO DEAD !!! -.- Aiyo. OPPS. I too lazy to update:/ Christmas was yesterday. Uh... It was ok? Nothing much? Hahaha. And MOST of my presents this year was in PINK?!?! D: Sucha a gay colour!!! GAHHHH...! Haish. Nvm. So sian. Christmas also didnt do much. So boring. Sad life uh. Then today went for christmas service. All of us reached buona vista at the same time man. So cool!:D Hahaha. Anyways, this year's drama was different from what I saw last year:) But I prefer last year de coz more dramatic:) This year's still nice though:) After service, went airport to eat pizza. But of all places, airport. Most of the time is airport de. 0_0? ok? After we finished lunch, Stacey and I went to another church service. We rushed there man. Lucky didnt throw up what we've eaten:x hahaha and we managed to catch the train at the airport on time. Our church is so adult-ish. Their church is so youth-ish. Cool. If our church could be abit more youth-ish. Awww... Too bad then. Just realised that it's lyk kinda the last week of sch holiday le:( SO FAST! Haish. Hvnt finish my homework and I have so little time left! Somemore I lost my chinese worksheet. Good job Tina, good job. (Y) Gonna ask Stacey gimme. Then tmr go buy books then go the chalet. Haha. Not gonna stay over though. Ok going off. BYEEE~

iamhere (:

2010-12-18T20:02:00.001+08:00

HELLOWORLD

heh i am here to rule my sexy girlfriends blog . nah kidding . we are being such nice people to share blog yay . well i is jafni the awesumn N I N J A

okie im done

bye

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2010-11-16T17:10:00.005+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD. SERIOUSLY. Hahaha. Too lazy blog coz lazy on my lappy and use:x I'm wierd. Isnt it good? Dont use so much so my eye sight wont become worst:O Shit raining now T.T Wadeva. Idc:) HAHAHA. Gonna upload pictures om my facebook SOON. 2 albums. First is kpop night concert photos and the other is swimming pictures wif Heidi ! :D Awesome:) Muahhaha! I miss playing badminton and I wan swim everyday so my hair can change colour!xD Hmmm... AHEM. Cant wait for 23 , 24 Nov and 1 Dec :) HEHE. Gonna do something. Lalala. I wished I was in old school:( Supposed to join during this holiday but in the end didnt. Saded. Nvm. Next time:D OH! I wan learn guitaring also! Sad life kid uh me. Haish.

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2010-10-19T18:54:00.003+08:00

My favourite poem that shows my emotions:')

Cry Myself To Sleep

Horrifying place.
Just like the house we live in.
We never liked it.
Everything was so screwed up.

Scoldings everyday.
Not even appreciated.
We tried our best.
Just to satisfy you both.

But do you bother?
I guess is a no ofcourse.
Leaving us with tears.
Every minute and seconds.

Who are we to you?
Claiming we are your children.
We still feel unloved.
Just like those lonely orphans.

What are we to you?
All of us here are humans.
We do make mistakes.
And we people have feelings.

Do you even care?
We got hurt countless of times.
Pain and agony.
That could make us cry to sleep.

<3

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2010-10-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was out wif Stacey, Dale, the whole day from afternoon till night!:D Awesome!:) Meet at somersat at 2pm then walked to cineleisure, to catch a movie. Didnt noe wad to watch at first. Life as we know? NC16== Pirahna 3D? R21?! Eat pray love? Nah. Too romantic and its kinda wierd to watch romance movie together:x LOL! Hahaha! Decided to watch horror movie!:D Child's eye 3D! Wohoo! It was so awesome and scary! Raine was inside:) How cool?:) The show is awesome manz. U guys out there should go and freaking watch it BUT dont blame me if u freak out and please dont watch if u'll get heart attacks kind:/ ThanksxD HAHA! Its way way way better than haunted changi== haunted changi was seriously a waste of my money. Coming up next is 'Paranormal Activity 2' and 'Horrothan: A Thai Horror Fest'! So gonna watch paranormal activity 2:) Looks scary. After the movie, went to look for hello kitty stuff for Stacey's junior. Didnt noe it was that difficult to find it in orchard. Opps? Town too high-class le!xD HAHAHA! Managed to find it at Taka though. Then went for cell's bbq and I invited Stacey:) Hehe. It was kinda fun manz. Ate alot of bacon, hotdog and otah. Nice:) bbq the food until face also feels hot. Oh! Cooked marshmallow too! Stacey so pro until make it catch fire. HAHA! Cool though. Later at night, we wanted to chuck but epic fail luh. We look at each only then start laughing. LOL!xD Couldnt help it:P Lalala. left at around 10 I guess? Good thing it is near Stacey's hse:) We left seperately.

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2010-10-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER!:D Ate Sushi Tei for dinner today and ate chocolate cake:) Hehe! Love it:) End of freaking exams! Anyhow do he paper. I didnt now what the hell was I writing:/ opps? Whatever larhs. Damn shiok! Tmr no sch! HAHA! Too bad that some people has:) Going town wif Stacey and maybe Isabel. Might be heading to Heeren? And cineleisure to catch a movie bah. Not sure yet. Still waiting for Dale's reply! Tsk. Stayed back after paper to finish art and I took lyk 4h++ to finish colouring and drawing. Had to re-draw man. Dotsss... Joy, Gen and I had the whole freaking class to ourselves. Joy and I finished our art so we decided to clean the class while waiting for Gen coz we were bored to death== Then find art teacher then home. Supposed to blog earlier BUT I went to sleep instead. Hahaha. Tmr got bbq also. At bukit batok I guess. Haha. Tired. Wan sleep le.
Bye~

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2010-10-13T18:14:00.015+08:00

BOREDDDD!!! Monday humanities paper, tuesday Science paper and today maths. Humanities can get ready to fail. Science was okay. Hahaha. Maths paper 1 was easy^^ paper 2 was more difficult T.T I hope my A1 wont fly away D: Tmr last paper, home econs== slack paper. Go sch take paper 1h till 9am then home BUT I have to stay for art-.- Didnt hand up. Ass. I'm gonna screw it up man. No choice. Fug... Tired of typing. I shall post some random pictures I took wif my dear friends:D

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2010-09-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

~DEAD BLOG~

Morning was kinda shocking for me coz I did flag raising for the first time :O I was scared can. Omgosh. But it was fun standing there^^ Hahaha! It wasnt that great yet:( Still need improve my skills:) First period is IH, boringgg... Then was MATHS. I did my work^^ HEHE! So guai wor and I completed it too:) *Recess* Then MT, it was slack, as usual:) Was asking Jade about something^^ hehehe. Ssshhh... Then! Lao shi suddenly say I must go for counselling:( Saded. HAHA! What a joker:) After that was LAP. Talking abt poems but I didnt listen :x opps! Wadeva:) Then we had SCIENCE common test :O It was quite ok but our paper is more difficult than the other 2 na classes lorh. What the shit? Dotsss...== Finished in half an hour then slept for 15mins. Woke up and neck was pain:( Hope I do well for the paper>.<> PW. We had a free period:) Awesome! But I was being guai and did my english homework:) actually supposed to do earlier xD So I copied Tamara's work as Ms Grace go through le. Didnt listen. Paiseh! *end school* ^^ Went serene macs wif Kimbella, Dale, Bitch and Immature Kid:) After that immature kid came to my place for awhile:) hahaha!:) Left playground at 4 and we walked to the bus stop. Suddenly got this retarded man came towards us at the bus stop and ... ya. Dont wanna describe :x eeww! We tio shock dao sia! Kns. He should stay at mental hospital uh! 48 after awhile. Hugged her then went off:) And then I'm home shit home:)

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2010-09-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

Lileng and Poh Keong in loveeee~~

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2010-09-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

I AM TRANSPARENT TO EVERYONE __

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2010-09-14T18:09:00.002+08:00

AWESOME! I'm back. My blog is damn dead man. Paiseh, too lazy use com. Yesterday, first day of sch, kena caught for socks by a prefect and hair by that Anthony == and guess wad? I didnt do my biometrics. Dotsss... Yesterday was ok. Today, I didnt kena anything ^^ Hehehe! Yeah. I'm awesome. Haha. IH lesson, Shum Shum made me stand again.

Shum : "Tina, go to the side and stand. Dunno packing wad then make me distracted also"
Me : "Teacher, u dont need look at me de"
Shum : *Keep quiet*

HAHAHA! Owned:) Stupid luh. Everytime make me stand sia. Asshole. Then was maths, did my own stuff. Recess, went 2/7 wif Princess Tan instead. Didnt eat. Talk to Alex and Hanna:) JOKERS. Chinese next. Slack:) After that was English. Did poem. Haha. Then common test was going around the sch instead to find wad to write for our poem. Grouped wif Kimbella and Isabel:) Went behind canteen. HAHAHA! So funny. After was project work. Nothing much. Let them do the work :P Opps.

Yay. I'm done blogging:)

040910

2010-09-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

~Do your best and let God do the rest.
~We did our best and God did the rest :)
SMSS RCY IS AWESOME !!! <3 WE SO TOTALLY OWNED 2010 COMPETITIONS AND ... YEAH !!! Fac had created history this year :) First time :) Hope it will stay the same :) All 4 competitions 2010 was awesome pawsome :) Kekeke! GO SMSS RCY !!!!! <3 <3

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2010-08-07T14:40:00.027+08:00

Had national day celebration yesterday. It was ok. Haha. After that, I went out wif Beatrice to plaza sing' and we watched 'The Last Airbendar'. It was great(: Then we went to eat dinner at a place. The dinner was ofcourse nice luh! Hehehe! Meet Lileng at paya lebar mrt. The toilet had a picture which looks haubted. Told Lileng that it was real and she believed. HAHA!Then she followed me to my cell group meeting. Yeah. Had pizza after that. Lucky it was still hot because I'll be scared if it's cold. Then Beatrice's mum came to pick her up. She sent me to Holland and I walked home (: Thanks.

Speech day, 230710

2010-07-25T20:22:00.006+08:00

Friday, I had speech day. It's one of my happiest day as I had the opportunity of getting a trophy, my first ever trophy in my whole life(: I said to myself once, I will never get a trophy in my whole life, and now, I got it. I was shocked when the sir shook hands wif me and gave me a trophy too. I only thought was a certificate but to my surprise, a trophy was infront of my face! Gosh. I suddenly thought, God had made all this plans for me just that I had to wait on him, an opportunity. I guessed that was why I'm in Red Cross now. It had it's reason. I really thank God for that. I will work for more to come too(: I also said to myself before, I really want to be in ndp but it's impossible, and now, thee I am, standing on the ndp ground. I thank God for everything. All we have to do is be faithful to him and u will be rewarded.

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2010-07-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

Racial Harmony is today. I wore a malay outfit and jeans. Had 'celebration' for racial harmony day till 8.30, all those modelling and stuff. I thought there will be more interesting stuffs but it wasnt that fun coz we still had to study== Art was cool today coz she didnt pay much attention to the whole class as she explains the work to half the class first then the other half. I justt walked out of class and went into 2/7 to get my art file from Andrea(: I just walked out without her permission and I dont care coz she doesnt noe anyway. Isabel and I walked out lyk nobody's business. Wow. After that was ih. The only lesson I hate ! Freaking boring ttm! I fell asleep and she called me to wake up and then stand. Wadeva. She dun even noe how to teach. Her teaching suckx! Urgh! Wish can change teacher uh! After ih was mt. I went to change into my own shirt coz I felt wierd and warm. By right, I'm supposed to ofcourse but who cares? No prefect in my chinese class also. All in the smart class. Supposed to go town wif Isabel, Esther and Sweetha but I didnt have enough money so I went home wif Joanne. Dotsss... I knew everything today and it just become deeper. I guess it cannot be healed ever again.

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2010-07-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

Wohoo!! Erm it's 12.35am. Wow. I'm so freaking happy coz I finally got what I want(: My shoes and itouch!!! HEHEHE!! Jumping over the moon(: Anyways, today's common test sucks. First passage alr wan to sleep, still need do lyk dunno how many of them. Do until I wan die. Hate NSW. Gosh. Want my life sia, graded somemore. FML. Got sci enrichment programme and only left Desiree and I in our group coz the others got something on. It was still fun with Desiree!(: Sucha joker. Gonna wear costume for racial harmony(: Haha. Gonna do my art le!(: Byes!

Scars

2010-07-16T23:58:00.006+08:00

Today got many 'beautiful' scars made on my arms. And Idk how I got a cut on my knee. Morining wad breakfast contact time. SO shiok uh! Out first time sia. Eat breakfast in class sia. Then was pe. It was a retest for 2.4 run. I ran with somebody to help her but unfortunately, she still failed ): I think coz of her stomach ache. Sad sia. Haiz... Love the run coz can sweat^^ Then we played captain's ball. We won both games and it was fun (: A few funny things happen but lazy type. Lol. After that was english. It was fun coz got the hong kong ppl(: I'm lyk surrounded by them. One infront, one beside me, one behind. LOL! They're very friendly(: Then was recess and ih next. Shum made me stand in class again. Tsk! Only joke wif her that it was so insulting of her to say that Kimbella is an indonesia polar bear. Then she dunno talk wad crap and made me stand. Stupid. Even Samantha Chng agrees wif me! Urgh. Wth. Dun take joke== Wow. After that was chinese. Played bloody knuckles wif Alex, Amanda and Jean (: Didnt bleed yet though. Haha. After that got chapel and they gave us a small bible. So cute^^ Then got speech day rehearsals. Abit scary coz got sec4s and 5s watching too. Ahem...yeah. After that, stayed back wif Jafni and we literally kept walking around. Then Tara though I pon npcc sia. Funny sia she! If I pon, would I still be walking pass them? Haha. LOL! Left sch at around 6.30 or 20? Idk. Then waited for Jafni's bus to come then I cross the bridge. Dotsss... Missed 2 of my bus. So sad. Haha. Reached home at 7+ and did my stuffs. Look at all my scars that were pinched by Alex and Esther.

Bad bad!

2010-07-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

Muah haha!! I did something cool today and I wont say obviously. Only a few ppl noe(: Too bad if u dont. Blehhh! Today went out wif Heidi and her scouts friend. We watched despicable me and it's funny luh. Haha! Heidi's friend brought another 2 of his friends. All 4 of them are smarty pants except me ): I'm so the s.t.u.p.i.d luh. Urgh... After watching the movie, we were thinking of what to eat coz everyone hungry le. x___x So after sucha long long long decision, we decided to eat subway(: Love subway^^ Idk why also. LOL! Then, Heidi and I wanted to play something BUT got ppl ): So sad lorh. Haiz. Nvm. Next wednesday(: Planned to go out wif Kim Yong on tuesday^^ Hehe! So excited! I cant wait to go buy things!

Colour change.

2010-07-08T20:49:00.003+08:00

Heyyy readers.... I coloured my nametag and I love it^^ Yesterday was great ttm(: Dun wan say. We had our first art lesson yesterday and it was boring== Was falling asleep and I did. Today was interesting(: HAHA! Beatrice, Anuishaa, Esther, Isabel & I had recess two timesO.O First two period is science then 1 period IH. After that was supposed to be maths but we thought was recess coz our old timetable was recess after that. LOL! Mrs Juan call us go up but we didnt care. Skipped class for half an hour then went back to class for the next 1 period of maths. We didnt dare to go into class so we went from the back door. She was so smart that she didnt even noe that we came in. STUPID. She's so annoying. 1 period gone then we went down for our actual recess again. HAHA! LOL! Then was english. Lesson was ok I guess coz we were in our reading groups. Next was IH. We watched 2 videos. I fell asleep== Too tired. Shum saw then asked Alicia wake me up I think? After IH was DOT. Then go home(: Haha. My wonderful Esther pinched me and left a mark for now. Power uh she. Who cares anyway. Walao, scratched my leg coz was itchy then now lyk got scar== Ass... Wadeva. Idc.

Lol.

2010-07-06T18:51:00.002+08:00

Suppp(: Went out to watch eclipse yesterday(: It was nice luh! Alot kissing parts sia. Haha! Today, reached sch at 7.22 then reached the hall at 7.25. Gen and I walked together. Lol. Then was science, borrowed book from 2/8 again. Haha. Forgotten to bring again. Dis some filing. Then was maths. Didnt bring book again. Idc anyway. So suay to sit infront of teacher's table== Then was recess. Went wif Isable & Esther. After recess was mt. Tze Ann, Kim Yong, Kimmy & I were practically not listening to teaacher. We just copy down the words and talk abt something else(: The newspaper had K-Pops!!!! Hehehehehehe!^^ 2AM coming to singapore on Saturday ): Cannot watch coz got ndp ): nvm. Haha. Kimmy sucha a lucky kid (: Isn't god if I were her? O.O After that english. I lyk Ms Grace (: She's freaking good. Followed by common test and it was chinese paper. Found the compre open-ended easier than mcq(: But didnt have enough time ): )': I think I'm gonna fail that paper again. Fml. During project work, our dear group leader was doing all the work :P while the rest of us were playing O.O I was colouring my name tag into silver (: I love it. School ended. Went to beach road to check something for the ndp ppl with Gen (: On the bus, something hilarious happened! HAHA! Gen went to change seats and she dropped her wallet. She then threw her bag onto the chair and while she was picking up her wallet, her bag dropped! Omgosh! Haha! On the bus, it passed by Padang!!! Wohoo!!^^ Hehe. Bought chocolate muffin and it was DAMN FREAKING DELICIOUS!!! AHHHH!!!! We got it from the bakery shop (: I love the muffin ttc coz it's chocolate. Duhhh! (: After that go home. Dotsss...

Stm

2010-07-01T19:26:00.002+08:00

Supp.... I changed back to my old fone coz the other one is so stupid== but still use that fone to listen music temporary. Wan buy itouch(: Despo for one ): Want the 32GB sia, 400+? Lol. Today, didnt bring maths and sci books. Esther and I borrowed from 2/8, Hui Qin's & Kiranjit's. We went in their class and took it coz their back door was unlocked. Siao one. Went to ITR room for science. When I was there, I realised that someone cannot be trusted at all. Betrayer to all of us. Act nice only. Fuck. After recess, was ih, Shum didnt come(: Then was DOT. Boring. Then englis, watched a movie. Watch until my eye pain. Almost fall asleep. After that was maths. Ask Kiranjit to lend me her book but become Sumiko's book. Lol. Haha. After sch, asked Kiranjit to pass to Sumiko coz I must rush home. Thanks for borrowing me ur book anyway!(: Love ya! Oh shit. Forget to do the maths homework== Nvm. Later. Just did the NE survey. 9 ppl from my class didnt do. Wow. Wad a wierd day. Nvm.

LJ

2010-07-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

DOTSSS...... Woke up at 5.50 today then meet Esther at clementi. Suppose to meet at 6.40, she reach there at 6.20== Wth? She's crazy. Then keep complaining I very late uh. 5minutes is not VERY late lorh. Is u come early de sial. Esther ah. Aiyoyo. No comments. Reached sch just in time. Had temperature taking, then set set of for lj. Our destination was beach road. Diaos.... We eating hawker food, Kiranjit they all eating macs sia. Walan. So good wor. Went around with my group, Kimbella, Isabel, Tamara & Amanda, looking for stores. Finally, we found one, the duck rice stall. Interviewed them and took pictures also(: Unfortunately, I dont have the pictures. It's with Kimbella & Tamara. Awww... Cam-whore a little. We ate their food and it was not that bad except the shop. Lol. After that go back sch do the flyers tingy but m group didnt complete. OPPS? After that went to Gen's hse to get some stuffs. Met Valerie ma'am and went to her hse to do cac stuffs. So fun to laminate and cut(: Thought could stay overnight but SOME PPL dun allow== Wtf? Urgh. Then cab home.

Late=cwo

2010-06-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

BACK TO BLOGGING!! Gosh. So long didn't blog le. Coz too lazy blog(: Anyways, yesterday was late for sch. Reached at 7.33, kena booked by prefect. So, as a result, must go for cwo== Freak it man. Coz was doing something and I didnt sleep the whole night! Wow O.O Anyway, kena booked and pink slip also. Siansss... Go cwo alone== Then, today, was late again(: Hehehe! BUT, some seniors and I came from the front gate, from the bridge side. HAHA! So, the aunty came to open the gate for us and we didnt have to get booked and get pink slip(: HAHAHA! Suppose to go general office take but I didnt coz Idk, Idc also (: If not need do two cwo in a row. Siao man. Good thing the prefect didnt notice got ppl taking biometrics or else kena cwo again. Wonder when I'll do cwo. Haha. Waiting for letter. Lol. Tmr got lj. I didnt even noe== until they announced. Gonna sleep le. Will blog tmr I guess.

Unexpected(:

2010-06-21T22:52:00.009+08:00

Back! Saw Mark Lee & Liang Zi Qiang today(: So cool luh, eat at there. O.O
Got scratched by sister last friday== my beautiful got scar le:( awww...My finger also got cut and Idk how. Lol. Same scar spot somemore== Saturday got abit on sunburn also sial. Who cares? I dont. Only my face!!!>.<>

Medicines==

2010-06-09T16:44:00.010+08:00

Have to take all these tablets just because I'm sick. Just finished the bottle medicine, cough medicine, and now I'm left with all the tablets. When I went to se

e the doctor, he gave me all tablets and only one bottle medicine. I totally freaked out. The tablet I hate the most is the fever tablet, blue in colour. I couldnt swallow it! Almost throw up when I cant swallow. Couldnt sleep the whole night because of my cough and when I checked my temperature, it was 39.6

Sick

2010-06-07T16:27:00.002+08:00

Last week, monday to wednesday evening had sfa course wif girl guides. On wednesday night, had camp till friday evening. Saturday had ndp training but I couldnt go because I had high fever, cough & flu. So they send me home. Sunday went to see doctor, couldnt go church coz I was too weak. Today, cough got from bad to worse. Wow. Great. And u didnt even care. Amen== Body so weak and felt lyk vomiting just now. Why? Why when I need u the most, u were not there? Why am I always treated lyk that? I guess I wasnt meant to be loved and known by anyone yeah :) My fate :') Sometimes I wonder why I'm here for. To be dumped after a period of time? I guess so :)

Dizzy day.

2010-05-29T23:55:00.005+08:00

Fml== Must re-type everything-.- Nvm. Shall type shorter.
Met Heidi at 10.30++ today morning. Went to look for Tamara, Jia Xin & Gen at Daiso. Bored, went arcade. Played daytona, basketball & jubeat :) Damn fun! Play until overshot timing. Late for training then ran. During training, felt nausea. Wanted to throw up & faint. Head was very dizzy & pain for half the day's training. Yesterday was being cut by my sister & bleed quite alot? Press & clean over & over again. So couldnt see much blood. She crazy go make herself also==
*Being cut & bleeding*

*Next day scar*

My sister's beginner cut

2010-05-28T14:41:00.003+08:00

Cant go asia conference coz going out for dinner at clementi. No mood today. My sister tok my penknife and tried to cut herself a line. She's crazy. Press until so hard somemore == Wth? One on her hand, the other on her knee. Still say it's cool.

Things happened to me :o

2010-05-24T21:01:00.005+08:00

Back to blogging. LOL! Got back my papers today & last friday. Chinese paper & overall was epic fail man. English paper was lyk shit but managed to pass overall upon 80. Maths paper & overall was good :D But got careless mistakes:( Everytime also lyk that de-.- Science paper & overall was ok too. Geog. paper & overall was shit. Home econs paper was shit but overall pass. Lols. I'm dead on wedmesday for meet the parent session. Congrats Tina== Hmmm... Today morning's assembly was boring. Then Esther kept tickling my leg nia. So damn ticklish ! Stupid sial. Ok, nvm. Then after that, she did something else. I think ah, she love me too much leXP Gimme love marks on my arm-.- LOL! Cannot stop tickling me sia she. After that go to design studio take maths paper. Not much correction then I slept coz got nth to do. After that was recess. Isabel, Esther, Kiran & I ran out for recess. Almost kena caught by Shum sia. After recess was mother tongue paper. Knew I would fail my paper, 18/80. Power rite? Haha! Some of us went outside library since still got time. After that went back to class & look for Esther. Walked to theatrette(dunno how to spell). Walao, that Esther uh, hit my stomach, then push me. Stupid uh... When reaching the stairs, Sumiko came-.- That siao one. I knew she was lyk wanna hit our boobs lorh. So we quickly run up but she managed to grab my bag & hit me-.- Tsk! She hit the place where I put my nametag. Pain sial. SUMIKO IS SIAO!! After that she hit Esther's SO we wanted revenge :D Asked Alicia to hit for us & wow, Alicia power. Hit damn hard. Then Ramlah came== spoil the fun. Stayed back wif Esther do english animal farm, 6 Journals & rewrite newspaper. Managed to finish. Walked to bus stop wif Alicia & Esther. Kena hit by Alicia at the top of my boobs there== After that went home. Eat dinner. A new dish made by my maid. Damn nice :D Haha. Tmr got 2.4 run. Shitty case. What a nice day getting hit by people uh...Those are my beautiful 'love marks' from Esther Tham!
The nice dish made by my maid :D

FML

2010-05-11T20:13:00.004+08:00

I so dislike myself. Fml ttc.

Papers dat are over.

2010-05-05T18:29:00.003+08:00

Finished our eng & chi paper. Eng paper 1 was ok? Slept for half an hour. Can sleep longer de but I keep distracting myself. LOL! Paper was ok too. So so. Hope I wont fail my paper :( Oh gosh! At least I managed to finish my paper? LOLs! Monday was labour day holiday. Sch holiday for all sch. Tuesday had chi paper 1 & 2. Paper 1 was ok I guess? Compo & letter writing. Almost died coz forgot to bring my e-dictionary! Wan my life man! Lucky Gen got extra but no battery. Den Stacey got extra battery so she lend me ^^, Nice ppl man! Thanks alot yeah! Paper 2 was lyk shit? Wth man... I still managed to finish the paper though. After dat, I fell asleep for 15 mins. When times up, Esther kicked my chair-.- She woke me up. HaizZz... Still wanted to sleep though. After dat we dunno where to go slack. Suddenly my leg pain, cannot walk properly :( Gosh!!>.< Today nvr go sch lorh. Rest at home. Did my ma tuition work & eng cme reflection. Tmr morning meeting Queenie & Esther :] Awesome ppl!
Wanna make an announcement!:] I LOVE QUEENIE GOH!!!! :D ^^,

Kiran's bdae :]

2010-04-30T22:18:00.004+08:00

Had eng paper today. I slept for paper 1 but not paper 2. After exam, we went town celebrate Kiran's bdae. HAPPY BDAE KIRAN!!!! :D Were u surprise dat Sweetha & Sumiko bought the cake? Hahas! Ofcourse u were. Saw dat look on ur face. Sorry I couldnt get u anything but hope u enjoyed the day :) Sweetha,Sumiko,Esther,Isabel,HuiQin & I celebrated Kiran's bdae for her It was fun taking random pics wif Sweetha's cam. I took so many unglam photos :P Hehe. Paiseh. I lyk taking ppl being natural. We celebrated @ town, at food republic. It was fun & also embarrassing coz ppl sometimes look at us. LOL!
After dat, Kiran, Sumiko, Sweetha, Isabel went home after dat. HuiQin, Esther & I went to find Alicia & MingFei at jurong point. Hahas! They keep on telling me to go into the X-Craft shop. Stupid sia. So ps-.- After dat, Sumiko suddenly came to find us. Lols. Her cousin came after dat too. For once, I thought Sumiko was a boy coz she look lyk 1. LOL! All small size ppl. Walk walk walk around jp den suddenly somebody wanted to pierce. We said dat if Alicia pierce hers 1st den MingFei, Esther & I will pierce :D And we did. Alicia said dat it was pain but it wasnt lorh. Hahas! Nice feeling though. I siao. Alicia & Esther pierce 3rd hole on left ear, I pierce both ear, MingFei pierce tragus. Scary man. Gosh! Esther wan me pierce but I scared pain. Sumiko worse luhh. She no balls to pierce at all. LOLer! Only I pierce 2 hole. lols.
HuiQin was the 1st one to go home, then Alicia & MingFei. Esther, Sumiko & I went home at aroung 6.30. Sumiko & Esther took a bus home, I took the train home. Had fun man. Hahas! So happy I pierce liaos.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRAN!! LUVV YA~!!!! :D

NAPFA!

2010-04-22T19:24:00.001+08:00

Tmr got napfa. Wth! So fast nia. Hope I will do well in 2.4 run & inclined pull upssss! -.-

2010-04-13T18:29:00.003+08:00

This is our dance during competition day on 3 April '10!!! Try spot me bah! :D We totally own it man! Champions! Gonn aperform again dis cumin Friday.

CHAMPIONS!

2010-04-08T14:47:00.002+08:00

:D On sat, 030410, we had artfest competition for dance category & drama category. I was in dance. It was our finals. Guess wad!? Drama was top 5 :) ! Yay! As for dance, we were...........CHAMPIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha!!!! So happy ttc!!!!!!! I cried tears of joy man! My tears were lyk black in colour coz of my makeup. LOL! Yeah :) :D We totally own it :))))

Slack day.

2010-03-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

Today was quite slack. 1st lesson gt sci, serious study. Duhh~! After dat was ma. Aiyar, so easy coz he didnt teach the diff method of proportion. Recess, den is 4 periods of eng. Omgosh! Hate it ttc! BUT, Ms low 4gotten I tink? She didnt cum into the class. Good! :D Oni last 2 lesson of eng we watch the movie on 'much ado about nothing'. We talk talk talk den went 2 the toilet. Alicia, Isabel, Esther, Beatrice & I went toilet. All of dem climbed onto the basin table. Out of sudden the cleaner came in. They were all frightened man! Gosh! Wth? Den they all quickly run out xcept me. I walk slowly coz I didnt do anything. Haha! Alicia was lyk "where's Tina?!" LOL! Lucky the aunty didnt wan 2 complain. Or else we die coz our co-form teacher happens 2 b incharge of discipline, cwo teacher. Sianzzz! Unlucky. After dat is home-econs. Both teachers didnt cum! Woah! Damn shiok lorh! The 5 of us ran out of class without the teacher knowing. Unfortunately, he found out dat Isabel & Alicia were missing. Esther oso. He didnt noe Beatrice & I were gone. Haha! He wanted 2 send Isabel & Alicia for cwo but after dat he asked hu else & 2 own up is better coz he will oni lecture. So, in total, I had 4 and 1/2 hours of SLACK! 1h of serious study oni. Best! Haha! Great day man!

Fun wif 5 frenz :)

2010-03-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Back home, showered, drank soup and blogging now. Went out wif Sumiko, Isabel, Esther, Kiranjit & Alicia yeah :) We headed down 2 far east and shop for things & eat? I bought a shirt, same as Alicia but diff colour. LOL! Lyk it :) We got same taste wor(sounds wrong). After dat, Kiranjit & Isabel went off coz they feeling tired. Den left 4 of us. Went 2 bugis slack. Esther brought Heniken(smthin lyk dat) & tiger beer? Or beer? Forgot liao. Guess hu's the super hero?! Sumiko lorh. Drink all the beer sial! I dun lyk the smell lorh. Not I wont drink de. Smell & taste so bitter. Yucks. I did drink the Red Bull coz itz nice :D Long time didnt drink. Idk dat it makes ppl high de. Haha! Drank so many times last time. Hu cares man. Nice wad. Alicia drink 2 mouths of each den dun wan drink alr. Crazy women. When we opened the Red Bull, Esther, Alicia & I drank some. The left was bein poured into the Heniken. I tasted it & it wasnt dat nice but yar. I tink vodka is nicer lorh. Prefer dat 1 den 2 the beers. Red Bull oso nice although it makes sm1 high. After dat, went 2 arcade play. 1st thing we play was driving the car, racing 1 another. Sumiko was the 1st, den me, followed by Esther den Alicia. Sumiko is lyk an arcade freak. She plays the drum well, the dancing tingy oso lyk pro lyk dat den the touch screen game oso lyk wow 0.0! Pro sia ! Dat Sumiko & Esther lyk 2 play wif escalator sooooooo much man. LOLers! I shld hv video it down. Nvm. Sumiko, Esther & I took the train home. Sumiko cant even stand still man. Loler luhh she. We were bored so Esther started the game 2 c hu can stand still the longest without touching or holding the pole. LOLs! Sumiko cannot balance de. 1st 1 2 lose but in arcade always win hor xD Anw, we muz go out more often yeah ? :)

ArtFestAudi'10 (200310)

2010-03-22T22:27:00.009+08:00

A day of nervousness on 200310 and also a day of fun. We had art fest audition :D It was great ! I luvv our dance 2 the max !!! It rockssss! Yeah! I hope we can get into finals :) :( We really practiced so hard for it. I dun wish our efforts 2 go down the drain. Dance group members :D Rockzzz!! My wedding partner is So Yeon ma'am :) Haha! We marry and divorced many many times. Haha! Funny :P Pray to God that we will get into finals ! ^^,

Comp.

2010-03-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

Back. RCY'10 has got 1 competition down and 1 more to go for now. Art-fest! Scary scary! I'm from the dance group and the dance rockz man! Yeah! Hmmm... Today we learnt the faster moves & it was wow. Still ok bah? Before dat, we learnt 2 sculpt balloons. Omgosh! One of my greatest fear man! BALLOONS! I so dun lyk doin balloons but had no choice -.- Fun though. We learnt 2 make a ladybug. So cool lorh! LOLS! HAHA! Selling it tmr and yar. Hope many ppl will buy things from us! Cheap cheap u noe :D Aim is to able to raise as much funds as possible for Haiti ! :) Muz tink of dem ppl!

Bdae presents.

2010-03-01T21:45:00.007+08:00

Back! Got wished from my frenz 2day :) Thanks peep! I got two presents ! 1 from Esther, the other from Heidi! Wanna c how he look lyk? Heheh! Luv it man ! The banana is from Esther. The dog is from Heidi. THANKZ PEEPS! Ohyar, got gifts from RC, Kim yong & Amanda too! :)

buffet

2010-02-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

Went 2 Ms Low's buffet yesterday but before dat, had service wif dem -.- So sianz de. After dat eat den went 2 jp take neoprints. Esther & I bought a braclet and it was the same! :D Haha! So cool lorh. Luv dat braclet man! Couldnt go out so long wif others coz had 2 rush home, same wif Isabel. We took the mrt 2gather. She was so scared of her aunt. Both of us talked so dat time could fly quickly. LOL! Had visitors @ my hse.
E-learning 2day. So stupid. At least I dun nd wake up early :P Cannot finish all the work xcept ma. Finished ma the 1st coz it was the easiest. Nth much 2 blog abt and oso lazy.

Visitor dog

2010-02-20T12:03:00.003+08:00

A dog visited our sch yesterday! It was freaking cute! I kept touching it lorh! Den Ms Karen came 2 shoo us back in to the tennis court :P Haha! So funny! Ahhh! I luv dogs! >.< *Change topic* Goin 2 Ms Low's buffet tmr. So sad I cant watch the lion dance & see sm1 !! >.< Omgosh! Sad sad sad.... Sobs!

Chiong day!

2010-02-13T15:35:00.015+08:00

Didnt bring my name tag-.- Wasted $2. Went out wif Kim yesterday. We went 2 bugis street but b4 dat, we went 2 Kim's hse 2 change. After dat We headed straight 2 our destination. Bought sum things & I luv it! Nth much 2 talk much @ bugis street. We saw Joan, Hui Qin, Esther, Sarah Yong. Fated sial. The fun part is @ the MRT station. We wanted 2 chiong in the train but it closed. Wth man. Nvm lorh. We laugh lyk crazy man! LOL! Den the guyz in the train looked @ us. So funny man! I kept saying chiong ar! And dat Kim kept laughing lyk siao. Entertaining ourselves. Took pics 2gather. Cant blog much coz needa go out soon.

Time for rivival!

2010-02-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

I'm back 2 blogging! Gonna revive my blog yeah! Esther! My blog is revived as promised. LOL! Sch hours 2day was quite long, unlike monday. Monday's sch hours were freaking short. So tired larhs 2day. Kept eating sweet in class secretly. Sci was boring. I tink if sm1 go home the teacher oso wont noe de. LOL! Esther & I kept talking & talking man. Cannot stop. Oni during IH lesson den didnt talk coz gt test? Didnt bring calculator sial. During test borrowed from Esther. Lucky Mrs Shum dunno. Wadeva. Lols. DOT lesson was interesting? Actually I didnt really listen. Esther & I were lyk drifted away into lala land all the time larhs. Dunno why sia :P Before DOT lesson start, Isabel & I went 2 Mr Eric 2 gt the wire. We took our time 2 go back 2 class. After lesson, Isabel, Esther & I went 2 gv back the wire den on our way 2 class, we saw Ms Tan-.- SianzZz....... Got a bdae present from Ms Ramlah. Dat was random? Feb babies had bdae gift from her. Speaking of bdae, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBELLA!!!!!!! Sry I couldnt gt u a bdae present. Pai seh! Hope u will be happy wherever u are. Haha! I'll try 2 go 2 Ms Low's bbq party I guess? I'm so excited 4 tmr coz there's gonna b cnyc! Wohoo! No nd study!! End sch @ 12 & I'm goin 2 bugis street wif frenz yeah! Gonna buy sum things I guess. So excited 4 cny coz can gt money money!! LOLLL!

Random-ness

2010-02-01T16:22:00.029+08:00

Pics taken @ Heidi's hse.We ppl acting lyk actresses?O.O

Pics taken @ Bukit BAtok

2010-01-21T22:09:00.021+08:00

Helo! These are pics I took wif my younger brother when we were in our parent's car. Jux random pics. Haha!

In the lab

2010-01-20T12:04:00.001+08:00

Yo yo! I'm hvin eng class now! We're in the lab! Muah hahahaha!!!!

Fun wif Isabel

2010-01-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

Smthin happened in class 2day. Desiree lost her wallet wif her mp3, money & ez-link card inside. Our class had 2 bag check. Lucky my fone was off. Heng ar. LOL! During eng & sci lesson, I went 2 sit wif Isabel & we were talking abt bgr :P She talk abt hers 1st den I talk abt mine. I told her hu I lyk & she kept laughing coz of sum reasons. Haha!! Quite funny larhs. Trying 2 get his no.? Dunno. Kinda diff larhs coz he's kinda from malaysia but nt malay, chi. :( So sianzzzz!! He doesnt stay in singapore. Argh! Little chance le... Coz of sum reasons. :'( Need my maid's & sister's help :P

3 in 1 package blogging

2010-01-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

1) What happened on Thurs.
During sci class, Lihuei, Esther, Isabel & I sat @ the last row in the sci lab. Guess wad we were doin? We were usin our fones instead of listening 2 the teacher. We oni listen a little bit. LOL! Isabel, Esther & I messaged each other although we were sitting lyk so close 2 each other. Funny sia! So fun sitting wif them! Den Beatrice came, she gv Esther & I her no. Den Renee saw me doin smthin. She tot I was playing the lighter. I did larhs ofcourse but no fire came out. Lousy de, LOLx! It was so fun lorh! Muah haha! We are bad students! Too bad u dunno. We hv gt the good side of us & the bad side of us. Hahahahaha.

2) What happended on Fri.
We had cca fair. It was ok and also tiring. Red Cross performed fancy drill. It was kinda scary when we did it for the first round. When we saluate, my hand was shivering larhs. My gosh! It was quite cool though! Join Red Cross! Join Red Cross! :D Cca fair ended @ 5pm. Reached home @ around 6+ & I was all alone wif my dog @ home. So sad.

3) What happended 2day.
Went 2 meet Lileng @ jp 2day. We went 2 subway & eat. Freaking nice larhs! Yummy! I had bible study there but only 4 awhile. Subway rocks! After dat, we walked 4 awhile den went 4 service. The service was so extremly great! "Nothing is impossible with God!" Do believe? I do! Eveything is possible wif the right mindset! Muz think positively! PRAY FOR JANELLE!:)

That's all for now!

I'm a bad student.

2010-01-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

Had inspection dat they and was caught 4 my fingernails. AGAIN!? So short alr still wan me 2 cut. Wth sia. Ok larhs, nvm. My name was written down oso! Lucky Ms Ramlah didnt gv me warning point coz of my earing on the 2nd earhole. She caught me 2 times alr. Sian! I used my hp in class 2day & oso eat in class. LOL! Hu cares?! Guai kias den care. -.-! Gotta slp. Tmr got UI. Hope my uni can.

CAMP!

2010-01-08T23:09:00.003+08:00

Camp was really fun! The dragon boating was quite tiring but fun. Haha. We lost during the race but that's ok. Muz b gracious! LOL! All the games were fun. Every1 kept shouting during camp. Now, my throat hurts alot. SianzZz! Luvv my coaches ttm! Sad that camp so fast over? The oni thing dat sux was the food xcept the nasi lemak that we ate at sentosa was great wif the chili ofcourse. Lolx.

Jogging.

2010-01-04T15:41:00.003+08:00

Went to jog yesterday. Wanted to jog from Clementi to Botanic Gardens but in the end, my brother had something on. So, we didnt finish jogging. It was really tiring. I jogged until my body including my hands and legs were wet. Producing water? LOL! I had blisters on my leg. So pain sial. So cool to jog luhh! We jogged along the pavement.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!! Went to see fireworks on thursday. It was really great and crowded! We could barely walk. Then, I saw my eye-candy but he's gone after the fireworks finish because of the crowd. :'( Sobs! We kept looking at each other and I oso got to stand besided him :P How I wish I could see him again somehow>..

Outing

2009-12-29T23:16:00.001+08:00

Tmr got fdc outing! Haha! Goin sentosa!

Stupid life.

2009-12-27T23:42:00.003+08:00

help me!Wad stupid life I hv. I didnt lyked dat, I've nvr lyked it and I will nvr ever lyk it! I wish I was the same as my brother. Wouldnt it b good? Wanna noe why? Too bad. I dun wanna tell u coz itz personnal & no1 knows. Itz nt lyk u can do anything abt it. It good dat dis freaking year is finally goin 2 b over in dayz but next year will b a dreadful year 4 me. I feel lyk dying. I hope it can b quickly b gone too. I will nvr lyk 2010. I guess. Dis is gonna b tough. :'( I wanna cry. Everyday is a nightmare to me. Jesus! Please

Christmas'09

2009-12-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!! Hope everyone's wishes cum true!

Bro's performance

2009-12-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

Gonna watch my younger brother's performance le!

Scary day.

2009-12-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

Back from somewhere. Delicious ttm! cant tell any1. Had FD accreds 2day and I tot I would fail practical coz we were lyk shit lyk dat. I admit :( BUT....! I actually passed. Haha! Gen pass also. Yeah! U.I. pass also, theory...*Drum roll..........!!* Haha! LOL! I pass!!! Ma'am do lyk singapore idol. So funny and scary coz ma'am was saying us in suspense. Vry interesting ma'am! Hehe!! :P I tot I was gonna fail but in the end. Yay!!! Gonna stay at home study tmr. Need finish doin tuition + sch work. SianzZz! Guess wad!? I hvn't even bought my books yet! Argh! Die die. Will ask my mum.

Dead meat on mon.

2009-12-11T21:10:00.002+08:00

So sad!!!! I cant go 4 baking tmr!!! Argh! Cheese! Later if u melt, oni bell bell can save u but I dunno how she's gonna save u. Haha! Scoop u into her bell!? Hehe...but will see u on thurs :) Bell bell oso. Miss u so much! Dunno 4 how long didnt see u liao leh! I really would luv 2 go 2 the baking thing but my uncle book the ticket alr. Sad sad...
Gonna hv a hard core trainig on mon! I'm so gonna die. Hope dat I will still be able 2 breathe all the way. Jia You for fdc training ppl!

Stress over me.

2009-12-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

Had training 2day & I dunno wad's wrong wif me. I cant seem 2 do things the way itz suppose 2 be. I feel so stress man. I dunno wad 2 say abt myself alr. I wan 2 go up & be wif God asap. I dunno how but yar. This world is kinda miserable and tiring 4 me 2 live in. Came home wif a moody feeling. Didnt wan 2 eat much lyk usual.
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Happy Bdae Weining!!

2009-12-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEINING!!!!!!!!! Quite long didnt see u liao :( So sad. Hope u enjoy youself yeah!!!

Sad I cant go training coz of the stupid fries-.-

3rd mth.

2009-12-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

Running a fever and diarrhoe :'( Today is the 3rd mth alr. So fast man. Haha. Long time no see liao. Cant really blog 2day coz I'm nt feeling well. Too weak. I'm so sorry.

Training.

2009-12-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

Had training 2day and it was ok I guess. Very tiring. Turn here turn dere. Lol. So dizzy. Lucky I was still able 2 breathe. Almost couldnt breathe. *Phew!* Freaking sleepy man! I didnt slp 2 whole nite! I was all along awake in the midnight. Crazy nia. Then my head was kinda hot. Mayb I had abit of fever. Idk? Now not feeling so well oso. Sooo sleepyyyyyyyyy.... =.= Bro oso didnt slp. He went jogging wif his frenz @ 5am. And I go sch -.- ? I almost fell asleep while waiting 4 bus. I closed my eyes coz I wanted 2 rest, I almost fell off the bench man. HAHA! Lol. Must cut my long fingernails tmr! So sad :(

3hrs cycling day.

2009-12-01T21:30:00.002+08:00

Home wif abit of sun burn. So sool man! 2 diff colours! 1 dark, 1 bright. Funny. LOL! Went cycling wif Hanna, Muna, Gen & Sam. However, Sam rollerblade instead. We started cycling @ East Coast & ended @ Changi Beach. O.O First was East Coast, in between was Bedok Jetty & lastly, Changi Beach. We wanted 2 cycle all the way 2 the end but didnt had enough time. Sad :( Nvm, next time I guess :D Are u guyz up 4 it? I am. Although out butts were quite pain. Mine wasnt dat pain actually. For lunch, we ate Mac. Wad else? Lol. Have 2 start completing camp reflections liao! Argh!

Andrea's bdae!

2009-11-30T18:04:00.002+08:00

Brought my dog down 4 a walk now. Came up @ 4. Den do tuition h/w while waiting. Anyway,
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY ANDREA!!
Sorry I couldnt make it 2 ur party :( Hope u & the rest hv fun! :D

Empty.

2009-11-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

~Ankle abit pain.>~I noe u wan 2 b better den me ok. Dun try 2 fake everything. U r jealous? Kinda obvious. Stop acting plz. Why cant u juz b urself? U wan 2 make me feel lyk shit rite. I dun lyk wadeva u r doin ok! U r the best alr can?! Happy?!

Back from camp!

2009-11-26T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm back from camp!! Wohoo!! Miss my laptop & my bed especially! Whole body cramp. Know wad, my hand turned purple on the last day of camp mean dere's no blood circulation! My seniors & yearmates were damn freaked out. Haiz...Cramps here & dere so pain. 2nd day is ny fav day! HAHA! *Drum Role............* POP(Passing Out Parade)!!!! Yay! I've gt my next rank! Although is the lowest rank but next year, sec1(s) will gt 2 call me ma'am! Haha! Sad dat sum of my yearmates dun gt 2 be promoted :( .... POC(Passing Out Ceremony) was good too. Wasnt dat nervous while performing. Felt really happy :) Sec 4 ma'ams came 2 watch & eat wif us. We ate pizza. I've gt nth 2 say abt it :P Lucky the dance still managed 2 went out well even without Li Huei :'( Sorry Li Huei, I'm nt sure if u gt promoted or nt. So sorry! Many things 2 talk abt camp but lazt type. So tired. *Yawns* Ohyar! B4 I 4gt, CONGRATS CHEESE!!! U PASS!!! YAY!!!! HOPE U GO 2 UR DREAM SCH!!! FAIRFIELD? QUEENSWAY? Anw, happy for u! Ps, oni gt ur last time photo :P

Proposal etc

2009-11-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

PROPOSAL PROPOSAL PROPOSAL!! Argh! Camp is tmr & I'm lyk so messy! So many many things 2 carry! Lucky my mum can fetch me on thurs! Haha! I wan do proposal! But I'm nt allowed by ... Hehe...cannot say. But ... cannot say oso. My younger bro is crazy alr. Lol. Damn! LiHuei nt cumin! Opps...gtg. Mum nagging.

Oppsite way.

2009-11-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

Yesyerday'z service was good! Talked abt 'Core Strength'. After dat, went 2 Jadyn's bdae part. I luv playing the wii although I oso hv wii but theirs gt more game. Didnt go out wif JiaXin coz she wasnt allowed. Sad :'( Instead, I went wif my mum 2 Suntec City den 2 vivo. Dere were anime ppl @ suntec. So cool! Took pics wif them. Shit man. I didnt bring my cam. So wonderful man-.- Bought my laptop! Haha! But itz a small size kind. Finally gt my own laptop. At vivo, my younger sis & bro went 4 a bdae party @ 'Build.A.Bear Workshop'. Dunno wad they do coz my parents & I went 2 walk. Came home, do thye laptop tingy den pack my bag 4 camp but hvnt label anything yet! Argh! Hv 2 charge my laptop until 7am tmr. Goin back 2 sch tmr. Haiz. Practice the dance.

Scary day

2009-11-21T15:19:00.002+08:00

Had 2 show my seniors our dance 2day. 1st thing was AOP-Approval Of Proposal & my seniors gt a really bad scolding. Freaking scary luhh! I was afraid dat we might gt scolding & we did. Our proposal nt lyk proposal lyk dat. So many mistakes sial. Den we nd 2 redo it but Gen & I r nt allowed 2 touch it. -.- Why?! I scared they nvr do properly man! I rather do it again den 2 let others do. Pray to God man. After dat, showed them our dance & we juz nd 2 practice more. After dat stay in sch until 2.30++. Meeting cg leader @ expo 4 service dn goin 2 my aunt's fren daughter bdae party. Tmr goin Vivo den bugis wif Jia Xin! Haha! Gtg shower.

Fun in sch

2009-11-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

Wad a rainy day. Back in sch again. We finally finished our dance! Haha! Yeah man! The dance was ofcourse nt bad. We were lyk crazy when we finally managed 2 finish the dance. BUT the batch dance hv nt finish. Damn luhh! Went 2 eat mac, AGAIN, 2day. and it rained. So, we had 2 wait 4 the rain 2 stop lorh. We did smthin. Haha! Funny man. We all laugh laugh laugh. Cannot blog it. After dat, we kept practicing our dance steps. Cracking our brains & yes man! U noe wad... done! Showed it 2 ma'am & she said can. Yay! Left sch @ 6+ coz ma'ams talkin abt smthin den Gen, JiaXin & I sit down dere wait, talking. Got thanksgiving tmr, wonder wad is it. Ma'am said dat it was boring? I shall noe it tmr. Ends @ 12 or 12.30? Dunno. After dat, cumin back 2 sch again 2 practice our group dance & cum out wif steps 4 batch dance. Wth man So many things 2 remember. Still gt singing. Singing can 1 luhh. No nd worry. Sat oso muz go back 2 sch & show the ma'ams our dance. Freaking scared sia.

Once again another lonely gal

2009-11-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Had SANA course & I passed. Blah blah blah...

I'm alone again. Why?! I juz dun understand it. My lively mood has juz been broken but u wont noe it.

Journey 2 Pulau Ubin

2009-11-16T19:56:00.002+08:00

Went 2 Pulau Ubin yesterday. Was quite ok. My parents & their frenz went 2 pray but my siblings & I didnt coz yar... Pics r nt wif me. Gt SANA Course tmr, meeting sm ppl & eat breakfast. Damn freaking early sia! Leaving hse @ 6.10 or so? Take MRT. So damn far larhs! At Sengkang lehzzz-.- 8.30am to 5.30pm ._.

Feeling Pissed!

2009-11-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

Argh!! I'm feeling damn freaking pissed wif sum ppl! Itz irritating larhs! Dun ask me hu coz I wont tell! Gettin on my nerves man! Wth?! U tink I wad ar! Dumb?! Plz luhh, dun do things dat will gt on my nerves can & dun tink dat u're liked by ppl?! Argh! **** man! Stop acting lyk a bitch! U tink u wad ar?! Queen or princess or wad so ever?! My foot! Stop it plz!

Cracking of brains

2009-11-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

2day, we were thinking of the steps. Quite difficult lorh. Still @ the beginning oni. Lol. After dancing den is singing. The song all cut cut cut & put 2gather damn nice larhs. Will b goin 2 East Coast Park 4 CIP work @ the beach. Ends @ 12pm. I wan cycle! Juz kidding.

Sob sob...

2009-11-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

Sad... I cant go out wif Sumiko & Kim tmr. Sob sob! Haiz... Muz go sch & practice the dance 4 camp. So diff. man. Sry if my blog abit dead these few dayz. Psps. Goin 2 sch early so dat Jia Xin & Li Huei can teach me the dance steps yeah! So excited lorh. I cant wait 2 dance. Muz b tip top condition!! Shld b end @ 5+ I guess. Ohyar, Sumiko, heard dat u're sick? God bless u yeah :) Get well soon yeah! :) Sry I cant make it tmr :( Will make it up 2 u & Kim another when I noe my schedule :) Cya soon!

♥♥1N7 bbq♥♥

2009-11-10T11:01:00.016+08:00

I luv my class bbq! Yesterday, we went 2 buy things & Hanna tit she lost her wallet wif all the money but in the end, she asked her dad 2 check. Lucky it was @ home. 'Phew!' When we reached dere, Renee, Michelle & sum other ppl started bbq-ing. We had nth 2 do & Hanna decided 2 rent bicycles. Most of us rented the bikes & cycle. We cycle until our backside pain sia! My leg oso. Lucky now still can walk. We from East Coast Park cycle until Bedok Jetty. We rest 4 awhile & wanted 2 cycle 2 Changi dere but ... yar. At around 3+ to 4+, it rained & it was freezing cold!! I was shivering larhs but the fun part was dat Muna, Hanna, Kimmy, Jiayi & I wwere cycling in the rain. We chiong 4 shelter man. Quite fun though. Haha. Cycle lyk mad.

Fac 'outing'

2009-11-06T19:17:00.008+08:00

Went out wif the fac team yesterday & we went crazy! All of us ran outta money coz we kept trying on catching the soft toy & we ate pizza.
Tmr gt fac! Jia You! Jia You!

Training...

2009-11-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

So pissed off!!! Argh! Nvm-.- I missed it! Haiz... 2day had a special guest! An ex-ma'am! So long nvr see ma'am. Yeah :) My seniors were practicing on improvise stretcher. So scary. I had nth much 2 do coz I went dere juz 2 help as bein a casualty oni. Bandage me here & dere. Hahas. Den suddenly, Kim yong was in the sec1 toilet. After they took out the bandages, Amanda, Gen & I went 2 the toilet & lyk yar. Blah blah blah... After dat, my seniors & I went 2 mac & eat. We left the place @ around 6pm & we went mad... Wan 2 post 'the pics' but I scared gt scolding. Haiz... Nvm :P Goin 2 Plaza Sing' tmr! Haha!

Shock in sch(2/11)

2009-11-03T08:10:00.003+08:00

Morning ppl. Went back 2 sch yesterday but we didnt do much coz Amanda & Tamara had 2 go 2 HQ 4 test & 1 of my senior fell sick. Sad man... Yesterday sec3 oso went back 4 head-start. My senior decided 2 hv training @ 3/9 & when I walk pass their class den I saw .... She look lyk she didnt noe me. Hu cares. Almost afternoon, when Tamara & I were walking 2 the toilet, I saw them & I was lyk "Shit! Shit! Shit!" & I look down coz if I look @ them, I'll b dead. I was quite confused coz she said dat she wasnt cumin 2 sch & she came?! After dat, we went into the sec3 toilet * it was lyk wow. So many ppl man. Tamara decided 2 go 2 the sec2 toilet instead. Nobody was dere. Heng ar, no sec2 ppl. @ 1.30pm, we left sch & head towards Plaza Sing' . We had our lunch. While hvin lunch, I 3 sec2 ppl. I was lyk "omgosh!" Lucky she didnt c me man. So scary! I saw quite a few ppl I noe. Lyk yar...After dat go back 2 sch @ abt 5+. Den talk talk talk until 6+. Hope 2 see them later in sch. Gtg! Nd prepare everything 4 sch le. Lol.

Halloween

2009-10-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

Results day.

2009-10-30T19:15:00.002+08:00

Took back my results & lyk yar... I cried abit coz of my results yeah. I failed 1 subject! Wth?! I wan my laptop!!! Gone case liao. Unless I persuade my mum. Lol. Hope dat she will allow man. Wth larhs! My chi is lyk 1 more mark 2 pass?!?!?!? 49/100?!?!?! Itz was lyk 49.1 & round up 2 lyk 49?!?!? Wth ? But at least I improve so I hope I will still gt my laptop. Stay back 4 RC & 2day is the day dat ma'am choose hu 2 b in FDC-Foot Drill Competition. Guess wad? I was selected. I was lyk omgosh. I'm in FDC?! Nd practice. Tmr go sch help the FAC-First Aid Competition ppl. 9.30 to 5.30pm. Dun feel lyk blogging alr.

Screwed up life

2009-10-29T20:41:00.001+08:00

Gt learning journey 2day. Blah blah blah. I'm feeling damn fucked up. I feel lyk endng my life. How I wish I could in heaven wif God.

Misery...

2009-10-27T19:02:00.004+08:00

Home. Stay back until 6+ coz stay back 2 help in RC. Haha. A few things happened yesterday & 2day sia. Yesterday, in the morning, sm1 walk pass me & I accidentally hit her & I was shocked. I didnt noe it was her man. Den I was lyk so scared. Got back my Maths & Sci results yesterday. Results was ok ok but I expected my Maths 2 gt 90+ but I didnt. Wth? Sci results was normal. After sch, we were waiting 4 Bernice's mum 2 cum & dere were sum misunderstanding. HaizZz. I'm so sry 4 being sensitive. SORRY! I may seem happy in sch but actually, I dun. After quite long, Bernice's mum came & so we leave lorh. As 4 2day, in the morning, the same thing happened. I was lyk omgosh. She walk pass me & I was damn scared. No offence but she walk damn freaking fast. Den during recess, we saw them & lyk yar. Lols. And after sch, when I was walking, I didnt noe the person standing b-side me was. . . & I was lyk shocked man! I didnt even noe. Omgosh. Den her fren & her was lyk wth? & I was lyk damn it sia. They were lyk looking looking looking & I'm lyk omgosh. Amazing thing happened 2day. Bernice & Kim Yong was kinda sad & Bernice's senior came 2 talk 2 her. Omgosh. When I c Bernice cry, my heart broke down & I cried too but nobody noe coz I didnt wan them 2 c. 2 my surprise, smbody asked me wad happened. I was quite shocked coz she was concern ? I tink she can b quite nice though. Idk. After dat, we went 2 sec3 level & I didnt noe dat my seniors & yearmates were in 3/9. They called my name damn loud & I was damn shock coz I didnt noe they were inside. So Sry! I stayed back wif them until 6+ yeah. I tink tmr oso. Not sure if they let me. HaizZz. I dunno wad 2 do sia. So many ppl I'm afraid of in sch.

Interesting Stuff.

2009-10-25T15:03:00.005+08:00

Back home. Went 2 Churh 2day & I saw sm1 dat looked really familiar. At 1st, I tot dat i couldnt b her. So I didnt really care much. We reached expo quite early so they decided 2 buy smthin 2 eat. Blah blah blah & service started @ 10am & it ended @ 12pm. We waited 4 Aaron 2 cum as 2day is his bdae!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!! God bless u! After dat, we left @ 12+ and on the way, I saw the gal dat looked familiar. When I look carefully, it was indeed her! I cant believe it man! She is actually from my church?! Omgosh. I was damn shock man. And on the train, she was standin0g infront of me man! So scared larhs! Lucky she didnt recognise me if not I dunno wad 2 do. At 1st I tot dat the rride was gonna b vry long but in the end, I talk talk talk until the ride bcame so fast & not 4 long, I reached my destination. Wow. Tonight gonna attend my tutor's wedding! Yay! She damn pretty larhs! Cant really c it here. I dun wan take her picture dat can really show her face cos I scared she scold me ar. Nth 2 blog liao. Juz excited 4 her wedding later.

Results. . .

2009-10-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm BACK HOME although I end @ 6pm!!!! Haha! Juz got home. So tiring man. Today's training was ok xcept 4 the punishment part. I was lyk almost dying! Glad dat itz over. Got back my results 2day yeah. I'm lyk wth?! I juz hope dat my overall results will pass as I failed the papers ? Wth man? Got back MT, eng & IH. MT, heng ar! Boarderline man! 50/100. IH dunno. Eng oso pass. BUT my pass is a low pass. SianzZz!! I really hope dat my overall will pass>.< I wan gt my own laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!! When I saw my IH results ar, my tears lyk wan 2 roll down my cheeks but I didnt wan 2. Damn scared :'( I really dun wan 2 fail man. After getting our eng results, we went down & lyk talk talk. Etc. When we were talking abt them, they suddenly appeared. We were lyk wow ? Den again, I said another person's name & guess wad?! The next second, she appeared! So scary man. Soon, Bernice had 2 go. And we saw Sarah. She look lyk dying alr man. Baby & I accompany her 2 the general office & take the oil. We were kinda scared coz they were lyk standing 'there' talking. Damn scared sia! We walk there, take oil den walk back 2 put the oil & sent Baby 2 the gate. Then Sarah & I walk back lorh, gt CCA. I'm so afraid man.
And abt yesterday, I was feeling damn. . .depressed man. I really dunno how 2 survive. I might die soon & nobody noe. I feel lyk running out of the hse & dun cum back. I seriously cant stand my family problem. Is lyk toture! WHY?! Can u lyk do ur part as parents 2 us?! Do u noe dat the 4 of us really dunno wad 2 do & we cant stand it?! NO! Forget it! U wont understand & u will nvr understand how we feel. U noe dat we can go crazy bcoz of u?! Obviously u dunno. Am I right?

End Of Post Exam

2009-10-22T16:19:00.003+08:00

Back! Todayz post exam was ok. Not bad. I learn basic malay & it was kinda confusing. Guess wad?! My post exam activity is @ 2/2?!! Omgosh larsh! Sec2 level sia! On my way dere, I saw them & her! Wth larhs. I was damn freaked out & I almost died man! I was so damn freaking scared larhs. Den when I saw her, I was lyk plz dun cum here. Plz plz plz... Lucky she didnt cum here man. After so long, our post exam activity was over. Haha! Got 1 part was so funny lorh. *Cannot say* After dat, go up 4 a talk blah blah bah... Den got Etch blah blah blah. Den end sch but we were released late coz we were lyk not cooperating wif the debating tingy. After dat stay 4 awhile oni den go home. I cant wait 4 my results tmr!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!! Haiz...hv 2 stay back until 6pm 4 cca tmr. Wow?

Fun is beginning but sch is ending

2009-10-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

Juz woke up from my slp -.-ZzZ.... Quite a few things happened in sch 2day. Firstly, sm1 told baby smthin & it was not meant 2 b 'dat gal'. O.O Anw, I dun bother abt it. Secondly, we had the checking of fingernails. Lucky I cut 2 dayz ago man. Although mine was abit long, the prefect didnt say anything. She vry gd de. Bernice oso hv 2 go. Nice timing eh? Den I hv 2 walk back alone-.- Baby told me dat they kena booked. Wth larhs. After dat, I waited 4 baby. Goin 2 the space & learh Hip-hop! So fun lorh. During our break, Waseema, Baby & I went 2gether. We went 2 the drink store 2 buy a drink. DEN, they appeared behind us & I was freaked out man!!! Wth? They so scary can? Omgosh luhh! Both of us were lyk surrounded by them larhs. I was so danm scared man. O.O At 1st I tot it was sm other ppl shouting across the canteen. When I turn my head, I had a shock of my life man! I see them ar, I'm damn scared man! Smmore they were so close man! Den after dat they had 2 go 1st. I dunno why ar, everytime I see them I will b lyk damn scaredddd. @.@ After a while, we had 2 go oso. Went back early 2 practice. When we performed, I was standing beside kimmy & she was lyk shocked dat I could learn so fast coz @ the beginning, I was damn blurr lyk sotong. Ofcourse I can dance luhh. I learn dancing b4 kay...Aiyo. The starting was quite easy den it became more difficult 2 remember. But, still, I managed 2 gt it. Lol. After dat, we went 2 the hall 4 a fire talk. I almost fell aslp during the talk sia. So tired & hungry larhs. And finally! It was OVER!! BUT, we still got Etch. Same thing happened. . . As usaul, after sch, we stayed back 4 awhile. B4 we left, we went 2 c the art tingy & we were shocked man! So freaky larhs! So many things happen man. Haiyo. Went back home & had nth 2 do. So sianzZz. Nth 2 do den slp lorh. 6pm den wake up, use com. Baby & I are thinking of wad will happen as the dayz go by. Hope dat it will b interesting & fun yeah. I cant wait 4 Friday man! Getting my results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Confused...@.@

2009-10-20T16:51:00.006+08:00

Reach sch @ my normal time, 7.05 lyk dat. Saw baby walking. Haha. BUT, I was so damn pissed man! Alamaks seh. Why lyk dat luhh. Haizzz. Nvm. I'm feeling kinda shock now & oso confused. May I noe hu r u? Vry interesting sial. Abit hard 2 believe lehz. Dis sch is damn confusing sia! Omgosh larhs. REPLY! REPLY! REPLY! Haiyo. I wanna a reply gal. I wan interesting things 2 happen in sch man! I'm feeling so bored in sch. Get it ppl? Dis mysterious person is making me feel excited BUT, she apologise? I dun nd an apology gal. I'm juz interested 2 noe abt u man. Why is everybody goin against us!!?? WTF?! I feel so shitty! I feel lyk locking myself up & dun ever cum out until the day dat I die!

2009-10-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl. Guess wad?! I forgotten 2 turn off my alarm clock from my fone yesterday & it rang @ 5.20am! wth larhs. Den I woke up so early man. Lucky I noe 2day got no sch sia. If not I will go sch man & it will be freaking embarrassing luhh. LOL! 2day is such a boring day man. Kept on wanting 2 slp. Haha! Finally tmr got sch yeah! Cant wait 2 go 2 sch. I can slp an hour longer tmr. Haha! Yeah. Hope sch will hv fun things happening yeah! Haha!

Outing wif Baby&Bernice yeah!

2009-10-16T20:15:00.020+08:00

Hey ppl... Had an outing wif Baby & Bernice daughter yeah. We had lots of fun yeah. Our 1st place was Ion den after dat we went 2 Bugis. We spent so much $$$$ man! Firstly, we took neoprints. Den we bought sum other stuffs yeah. After walking 4 quite sum time, we all felt hungry & decided 2 eat Mos' Burger but I didnt coz I bought old chunkey the chicken. Obviously I ate it larhs. I juz bought a drink. We took quite a few pics yeah. Haha. Not enough $$$ 2 take neoprint alr luhh. Use fone free 1 u noe. Haha! Lol. After dat we went 2 buy sum stuffs & ate Macs. Den go home. She many ppl sia! I lyk wan 2 faint alr larhs! I lyk kinda freaked out larhs. Anw, after such a long time, I finally reach home!!!! *Phew!* Den when I took out my earing & wanted 2 put back my ear stick, my ear on the right bleed! I was lyk omgosh! Bleed until lyk wad sia. wth? After a while den ok coz I squeeze the blood out.

Exams finally over!!

2009-10-15T11:37:00.009+08:00

Supp ppl!! YEAH! The freaking exams are finally OVER!!!!! Wohooooo!!! Haha! 2day was Maths paper 2 yeah. Quite easy larhs but I dunno how 2 do question 2 man. Anyhow put 1 ans. Den @ 9am, upper sec was lyk screaming their heads off man. Finally finish the last paper. We hv 2 wait until 9.30 den our exams are officially over! I went 2 check wad post exam activity I was gonna take. Lucky got Hip-hop! Hehe! After dat, Baby, Daughter, Waseema & I stayed back 2 eat. Daughter went off 1st. Den Baby, Waseema & I sat @ the bridge the staiirs dere & talk talk talk. After dat we go home. 1st thing I did when I came home was 2 switch on the com yeah. Conference wif Baby & daughter. Haha! Plan on wad 2 wear 4 tmr man. We kept deciding on wad 2 wear. Finally after so long, we finally decided wad we were gonna wear yeah.
I wanna wish my sister a HAPPY BELATED BDAE!! Haha! I will post the pics @ nite yeah.

And also I wanna wish sm1 Happy Belated Bdae too, my senior yeah :)
I'm damn excited 4 tmr man!

A Boring Day

2009-10-14T14:45:00.002+08:00

No diff today. Came 2 sch early & waited 4 baby. She took the later bus and guess wad...?! We missed her man! It was lyk a damn good chance larhs! Arghh! Nvm... Had sci & Maths paper 1. Sci paper was ok lorh. Wanted 2 slp sia but cannot cos lt8r I cant finish my paper. HaizZz...too bad larhs. I didnt finish doin 2 of the questions from booklet B. Dunno wad the heck r they talking abt. Maths paper was kinda easy yeah. Managed 2 finish it ofcourse. After dat stay back 4 awhile den go home @ 1+? I dun wan blog le. No mood.